it gets harder everyday.

i really care about him.but i think thats all it is. : /
it gets harder everyday, since he's so far away.
i dont love him more. i only love him the same.
he also agrees that it's harder for our love to grow,
since we can't be together. i just can't give up though.
if i can make it through this, i can go through it all with him.
i guess, it's just now since it's the beginning i want to be in his arms,
i want his warm kisses. i miss the way he looks at me, when he knows something is wrong. :]

oh man. "true love can survive any amount of distance or time" right?
thats what i was told. even tho i'm also told, that what i'm doing is crazy.
but love itself is crazy. i more then care for him. i can see me falling in love with him.

ahhhhhhhh, thinking about him brings a smile to my face.
hearing his ringtone makes my heart skip a beat. thats why i cant let it go.
sometimes i "hear" my phone beeping. but it's just me hearing things. lol
i'm not going to rush things. hopefully everyone plays it fair, and
w.e. is suppose to happen happens. :P